I try so hard to draw again, most of the time some really simplistic things like regular faces and i'm fine with how they look until i just leave them be for a while and come back. All sort of bad thoughts come across my mind like "it looks so horrible, scrap it, or better, burn it". I thought that after a long break i would feel a little bit more confident in myself and could look past little mistakes and make them better, but i just can't. Fun fact is that i'm a bad loser even in college, and again, my life as a student and being a hobby artist are very close. If i did bad on an exam i throw the papers away and never try to even look at wha